This post is going to be a bit of a mess. I’ll start with the bad. That dental work I had last week? Well it awoke a “sleeping giant” as my dentist called it. The tooth next to it is a tooth I had a root canal on about 6 years ago. Apparently it wasn’t done correctly and it’s now causing me a great amount of pain. It started out dull and it’s progressed to radiating through my jaw and my whole head. I broke down and started taking Tylenol, which relieves the pain completely for about 6 hours at a time. I’m disappointed because I wanted to avoid taking medication but I know the pain isn’t good either. Anyway I’ve been referred to a specialist who has a 65% success rate with re-treat root canals so we are going to give it a try Thursday. If he gets in there and it doesn’t look like it will be successful then they will do an extraction and a bone graft so that I can have an implant. Blahhhhh. I could use some prayers. 

At church yesterday, one of the young members who will be graduating high school next weekend gave the Message. She spoke about moving on and it was mainly directed at her peers but I was surprised how much I connected with this. And how emotional I became. I never thought I’d be moving on to this part of my life. After the struggles I faced. It’s finally time. (Well almost.) But the whole time I was also thinking about the journey to get here, as well as those I’ve connected with during this time. When I didn’t have support (well minimal) in my real life, I found it here. I received my first Mother’s Day gift from one of you amazing ladies. I cannot express what this gesture, as well as all gestures mean to me. Thank you. The young lady (I feel so old using that term but she was composed and conducted herself like a lady) ended with Jeremiah 29:11-12.

11 For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the Lord, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. 12 Then you will call on me and come and pray to me, and I will listen to you.

I was very overwhelmed by this. I’ve been praying a lot lately and with this has come a sense of peace. I know things are going in a good direction right now but I really am at a place of peace. This baby will truly be a rainbow baby. I was faced with a storm for a reason but I am surely glad it’s clearing up. I hope that if you are still struggling to move on to the next step that you can put faith into the plan God has for you. And I hope your prayers are answered.

Now to the good news. The ultrasound showed a wiggly baby GIRL. I had really thought it was a boy so I was a bit surprised. This wasn’t a diagnostic ultrasound but baby looked good – head was nice and round, fingers and toes all there. We are very happy and I pray she continues to develop and grow to be a healthy girl. We will have the diagnostic ultrasound next month sometime. She did give us the middle finger though – my husband said, “That’s how I knew she was mine.” 

Prayers for all of you 🙂


9 thoughts on “Jumbled

  1. Oh man, your dental work sounds like no fun at all. I hope you can get trough it with minimal pain! How exciting!!! A sweet baby Girl!! I am so happy for you! That’s so funny about her little finger;-)

  2. I liked this post because of the ending not because of your tooth pain babe! So sorry you’re going through that bit hopeful this dentist will be able to turn it around. Ugh not nice! Great news on Little Miss McM! So excited for you! xx

  3. Ugh, sorry about the dental work issue! Yuck! I hope that the specialist does a good job and you don’t have to do the bone graft. But YAY on your little girl!! Congratulations honey! So excited for you! That’s hilarious about your husband’s comment..haha… he knew it was his little princess! 🙂

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